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Another Saga In My So Called Life!

Hey All,

   Or at least the people that still read this. I have had some major ups and downs in my life and trying to figure it out. Well start at the beginning and see where that leads us. I got my hair cut off to my shoulders and died it a chestnut brown. Which by the way looks really cute on me. The same day that happend I got asked out by this really awsome christian guy that I am dating now and have been for about a month. This might sound crazy but I feel as though he is my soulmate. It not like we have not faught because trust me we have but we listen and sit down and talk to each other. We have kept God in the center of our relationship and I can tell you that it has made all the difference. I mean he texts me every day and tells me that "God loves me and so does he!" Wow, I don't know what I did to deserve it but boy am I holding on to it for dear life. Well I could go on longer but don't want to bore you guys to death. Now for the flip side of the coin I found out that Rick Koch from my old church Westridge died yesterday I went up to the hospital to see him and he had all ready passed on. Now let me tell you why this should effect me. He was the man who was married to my mom right before she died. So you see there are ties there. I mean we weren't close but it was someone that was envolved in my life and it is hard to loose someone like that. I feel even worse for his father. His wife died three years ago and now his son. You I know parents think that they are suppose to out live their kids. This death hit me pretty hard and I am not sure why I mean I wasn't not close to Rick but all the same I just don't know. I need sometime to sort my feelings out. I have a lot more that than that I am trying to deal with but not something that I want the whole world to know so if you want  to know give me a call and we can talk. Well I need to go to church take care everyone and I will talk to you later.

Kourtney

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Hey everyone long time no talk....I have some new and exciting news since I last talked to you. I got a job at the Mardels in Irving working in the Gift department and it is oh so wonderful. I work with some really awsome people and it is nice to go to a job where you can talk about your faith.

Like tonight was inventory and moving around getting ready for christmas. Though it is a lot of work; we have a lot of fun playing around and teasing each other. You know for a while I had been looking for the right job to come a long and now I think I have found it. Though I feel bad because on of the guys that I work with is in the hospital sick. I'm not sure with what so if y'all would pray for him I would very much appreciate it.

I had a math exam today and I think that I did very well on it. Though I don't want to count my chickens before they hatch. I guess Monday I will see how I did....I know that I passed but with what is the question.

So many thoughts running threw my mind and so little time...I honestly wish that school was over I have so much that I want to do and it would be a lot easier if it was winter break..oh well. I guess what is what I get for wishful thinking.....have you ever wonder what could happen if you changed on event in your life? If you could undo what you did and still have the same out come. I mean would we still be where we are today with the things we know if we made a few different choices? Or is the fact that living and learning from our choices a far better fate? Just somethings that I have been questioning and pondering on lately.

Well I need to get some sleep I am house and pet sitting for a friend of mine and have to get up in the morning and go over there before work. I just figured that I needed to update since I haven't in so long. Well take care all that are known to me and those few that are unknown. I hope you have a great weekend and hopefully I will get to see you.

Te-Te till then and Ta-Ta for now

Kourtney

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Hey everyone,

           I am sorry that I Haven't updated lately...I have been so busy trying to find a job...and survive this life. I just realized that most of my really really good friends at DBU are leaving....wait let me restate that...all my older really really good friends are. I am going to miss them and the ones that have already gone. 

           I had a math test today and it made me think of my awsome friend Jonathan he use to always help me with my math. I think I did ok or at least I hope I did....thanks for everything Bubbie.

           Have you ever just sat down and thought about you life and the direction that it is heading...I mean I was in Bonham this weekend...I got two interesting phone calls. You think that these calls would of made me happy but they didn't. I am starting to realize I have so much that I want to do with my life....and yes I know that so many of my friends are focusing on relationships. It not that I don't want someone in my life...I just want someone right now who wants to be friends and get to know each other and have fun...like go rock climbing...or take dancing lessons...or take a road a trip with a bunch of friends....you know something like that. I have a lot to live for and a lot I want to do before I settle down and start thinking about a family. I realize that as I am getting to know my guy friends they are teaching me about the qualities that I want in a man and for that I want to thank them.

          I don't mean anything by this I guess that this is just rambling thoughts in my head....trying to make sense of a few things. I love you all family and friends...if it wasn't for y'all I wouldn't be the woman I am today. I guess I should get going....talk at y'all later.

Hey everyone,

      I went out with Brian and we had a ton of fun. I got to meet up with my friend Courtney and her boyfriend. We cooked out and then went to Dave&Busters which we had a lots of fun. It was mine and Brian first date hoepfully soon I will be able to get a picture of him up for everyone to see. Well I am tired and it is later so I will chat more about this later. Take everyone and I will see ya'll later

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hey everyone,

    I am sitting here house sitting and dog sitting. I have just kind of been lazy all day. I have to go up to work tonight and take out trash and so that shouldn't take me very long. for those of you that don't know I have this guy in my life and he has been really sweet. His name is Brian we are going out tomorrow night with some friends and that is going to be fun. well I will write more about it later I have to let the dogs out and put them up and get ready to go to work. I can't wait for the school year to start when I get to see all of you again. Take care and I will yack at ya later.